Maybe now thag I’m out of school I can have more time to post stuff. I have time again to get hyperfixate on nonsense and feel like life has meaning for once, even if I’m currently wasting my strength at two jobs.

oddly enough, I think I’ve found the zen in mundane routines of work for money and work for passion or whatever the hell. It’s only the start, right? Plus all the humiliation I endure working with the public really makes me appreciate the moments at peace. Is that what all of it’s about?

jm ranting again. Thank god no one reads this